Friday night I went out with a friend to an 80s club. I took a bottle of Brandy with me and shared it with her. We drank the bottle in the car. I had about 3-4 shots of brandy before joining her. We went inside the club, I had a beer and she had a shot of tequila.. Then later we both shared a shot of tequila. Little did I know that she was going to be so wasted. She was so wasted that on our way to the car she collapsed backwards on the ground. I believe she hurt her head real hard. We went in the car and she was crying like a baby. I sort of laughed because it was sooo funny. But today I write about it and I feel so bad. She is very pretty but extremely stupid. According to her she is
schizophrenic and bipolar. Sometimes I wish we didn't know each other. I am well off. I have a job, career, car, family and have my own place. The only bad thing about my situation is that I have a drinking problem. I drink everyday. I need it ! As I am writing I have been drinking Brandy since I woke up! Drinking makes me feel good. Sometimes I try not to drink for a whole 2 days and then bang I start drinking again. Its a secret. No one has a clue that I am an alcoholic.
